Drifters that stay to lay.....

7th February 2005

i'm a mess
i'm a wreck...
took my PhargeRetard850mg..
n still i'm lost...

last nite i hugged..
to something that stays..
something that would only fadeColour by day...
something i know won't go away...

i miss those times...
n all them nites..
when the moon was a lime...
n the the stars show might....

sometimes i'm a malay...
most times i'm a wreck...
no wonder no ones stay...
n say what the heck....

last nite i lay soft...
n wonder what i've done..
wonder if ever...forever i'll b gone...
wonderin maybe i am finally done..

i sit there still...
like i always will..
maybe its my skill..
that leaves people to kill...

sometimes its good...
to be away...
cause nobody stays..
c'mon gurl...just go away

8.45am

note2Self_ what was i thinkin tellin him that....what's wrong with me....don't i ever get a hint....don't i ever leave it to tint?...do i need to swallow this mint?...or should i follow all i'm in?

my feelings often playsucker to me...tellin me to be honest..in the most stupidest way...whakiest thought....craziest obsession....lunatic situation....till it makes me wonder...

have i lost all sein-nity?
or have i just lost myself?

".....maafkanla oh...andai lagu ini menganggu ruangan hidupmu..."_manBai

i'm a mess...
i'm a wreck.....